Wednesday, July 07, 2004

just venting

It's 7pm.

I'm still in the office, just finished sending out work-related emails.

It's quite obvious that I'm getting busy at work and not just blogging.

*sigh*

I need to vent...

* the last time i drank beer was just 4 days ago, why the hell am i craving for it? since yesterday, i have to add!

* and why is it hard to ask friends to go out with you on the times that you want to get drunk? is there some rule that friends go AWOL when they're actually need them?

* why is it you always want what you cannot have and when you actually can have it, you suddenly lose interest?

* why is it that when you need to have something done there's always a bottleneck some place else in the process? thus, it makes you miss your deadline.

* i'm in a good position career-wise, but how come i feel i don't have much friends at work? is it because i work directly to the powers-that-be a.k.a upper management?

* why is it when i wear lipstick in the office people think all the stranges things and start to pry?

* why is it that job offers only come when you're motivated in your current work and not around when you actually want to resign?

* why is it that i still don't have my period, considering i'm actually not fooling around?

* why is it that when i'm ok, actually better after the breakup, my ex suddenly hunts me in my dreams?

i dreamt of you last night and it scared me... days have passed without me thinking of you and i know i'm actually good and well... then you suddenly appeared in my dream. tell me, does this mean anything?

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