just when i thought

Just when I thought I would never experience pain worse than the last time I had, I have.

Just when I thought I'd cry the last time, I have shed another tear.

Just when I thought my heart was broken for the last time, I realize there's another one coming.

God, it hurts.

Slowly.

Painfully.

Badly.

Why does it feel like I'm being punished? It's not like I'm a bad person.

One act.

One word.

Misinterpretation.

Miscommunication.

It ruins everything.

It just hurts so bad.

Exactly, how many times does a heart need to get broken for it to know better?

I know it's all for the best.

I know it's someone else's happiness at the price of my own.

I know I'll be better. I would learn. Be stronger.

But right now, I just need to cry.